Anonymous asked: So random, but were you dating Marc Maron? I'm a huge fan of you both and your recent relationship stories seem to overlap...
it’s definitely not weird/rude/offensive. i filmed that video on saturday morning almost immediately after which was probably a mistake but im used to being 100% tough 100% of the time. my usual thought process does not factor in speedbumps. while editing it on tuesday i hated myself for looking weak but i realized that my emotions were so strong in that moment that i didnt leave myself a clear way to edit it out. i would feel like i was lying and denying myself if i did it anyway.
i know it isnt that serious ultimately, nothing is, but i let my guard down for once in my life and i dont regret it (completely). im really glad you guys have shown up for me like you have. it means so much. theres no way you can know how i feel when i go to comment back to people i get overwhelmed with gratitude. i feel so lucky even while feeling like a puddle of lame. i do trust you guys and you guys make my channel what it is just as much as i do. it wouldnt be a happy place without you. thanks for being real and trusting me and watching and taking time to reach out. xo
maybelline the rocket volume! got catch those marbles xo
you are so sweet and i love you for taking the time to reach out. sending lots of love back from texas xo